Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Restless or what!

Its been quite sometime since i wrote about something related to me directly. As i sit down on this Wednesday afternoon wondering what should i write, i can only say that there are so many things about which i want to express my views upon. In fact, very very strong views, concerns, whatever one may call it.
Some of the things which are taking up my time when i sit down to study are,

Hell

What the hell is happening in Aero dept @ IITM
Why the hell don't i have enthu this sem.
Why the hell does everything come down to "does your grade card show that"
Why the hell do seniors look so so so comfortable!
Why the hell have i stopped exercising in the evening.
Why the hell is my cell phone balance reducing so fast!!! ( ;-) )
Why the hell is everyone around me so pretentious.
Why the hell cant i control my sleep these days.
Why the hell is there so much heat in Chennai.
Why the hell do i invariably miss grub at mess 3 times a week (exactly)
Why the hell isn't BTech of 3 years only.
Why the hell did Pakis lose!
Why the hell is life so unfair and yet you have nothing more to say that you get what you deserve!
Why the hell does it have to be YES or NO always!
Why the hell wont it be the same ever again even if you have the YES or NO whichever you wanted in the first place!
Why the hell...

Heaven

It feels so nice that the world seems to go around smoothly with or without me!
It feels so nice that everyone around me is so wonderful.
It feels so nice to sit idle in the middle of quiz 2 and write a post on the blog.
It feels so nice not to attend classes for 1-2 WHOLE days.
It feels so nice to wake up at 1 o clock in the afternoon on weekends.
It feels so nice to sit and think about the work i will be doing in summer.
It feels so nice that i am going to go away from the current "world" around me.
It feels so nice to talk with someone.
It feels so nice that how much ever i decide i will give up this sem, i know i wont!!! :D
It feels so nice to see India thrash a 400 + score
It feels so nice to see Ferrari and Kimi win.
It feels so nice that life moves on!
It feels so nice that life has to move on!
It feels so nice...

Overall, the utterly confused me as i always am, im restless about something yet confident about it and on top of it i don't know what this "it" is!
Just wish life goes on like this with so many worries yet so many moments to cherish and remember for all my life!

6 comments:

Alone Dreamer said...

It feels nice to see, why the hell you are writing such mindflow... :)
aha....

ThulpeR said...

Life is a mix of heaven and hell!!

Tejas Kulkarni said...

@ alone dreamer

More to come! :D

Shantanu said...

'Why the hell is my cell phone balance reducing so fast!!! ( ;-) )'
'It feels so nice to sit idle in the middle of quiz 2 and write a post on the blog.'
'It feels so nice not to attend classes for 1-2 WHOLE days.'

So true !

Santosh (Munnu) said...

I always have only one question in my mind.........
Why the hell do I sit beside you in Phy class everyday, though you pain me so much???
And no, it doesn't feel like heaven!!
Tomorrow i warn you to let me read my book in peace warna baja doonga tera baja.

Nice one, though.

Sneha Manerikar Kulkarni said...

u r too young to get everything u want.why the hell i have srarted to give a Lecture?anyways ups and downs thy name is life.